My name is Christopher Robert Ortiz 17 years old. I was born May 5 1994. I’m a Filipino currently residing in the Manila, Philippines. We’re 4 + 1 in the family, my dad, me and my brother + my baby sister (my dog). I’m a big animal lover.Insecurity is my worst enemy and food is the only friend I have. I’m different from most guys so please don’t ever compare me to them. Tumblr is a part of my life and I kinda take Tumblr too serious because it makes me happy and it’s kinda like my alternative happiness. I’m insignificant and nobody really cares about me that much. People easily gets bored of me and they leave me after they used me. I have dreams but I can’t really chase them because something is always hindering me from chasing my dreams. I’m very HYPER all the time and very silly. I don’t think I’m boring, I guess. I’m still a virgin waiting for the right time and right person to give it to. The world is pretty much against me but I try to fight though. I have a dream but I don’t think I could ever chase it due to my parents and the lack of talent I have. I want to be a Magazine/Fashion Illustrator( No, not designer, the art you see on magazine:/) and Living in New York, Actually anywhere away from my family.
Sometimes I’m just tired of living. I’m tired of this constant pain of my life:/ my depression is cause of by the incoming future:/ I’m graduating and I don’t know what to really do with my life. My parents are forcing me to get civil engineering but I’m not sure if I want it too. I’m just dying to get out from them. I want to live independently maybe some other country like America:/ I need to find myself or at least create myself. Most of the time you could see me staring at blank space, just spacing out, trying to find a solution.I often compensate it with my big smile and retarded personality but I don’t know how long I can keep this up. Sometimes I just want to give up in life and just disappears.Fuck my thought are so not properly arrange:/
Things that I’m into.
The American culture
Shows I watch that you could talk to me about.
Legend of the seeker
How I met your mother
I stop watching TV when I met Tumblr so the only show that I update on is Glee.
So I guess that’s just a small portion of my life.